Hello out there - I’m Oshan Jarow.

Each of us are here only briefly, as startling blinks of wakefulness, bundles of flesh & potentiality in a very large & strange cosmic neighborhood. I’m interested in living with vigor & zest & kindness, in living with existential creativity, and am on the hunt for clues.

From radical economic theory to meditation, I roll consciousness & culture into the same questions, and marvel at the possibilities. Here, you’ll find my essays, Newsletter, book notes, & my map through the digital wilderness.


Recent Essays

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Vending Machines of Desire

What is needed are methods of making knowledge visceral. Practices of feeling the loss of biodiversity as the loss of our own limbs.

Why are we reading, if not in hope of beauty laid bare, life heightened and its deepest mystery probed? ... What do we ever know that is higher than that power which, from time to time, seizes our lives, and reveals us startlingly to ourselves as creatures set down here bewildered? ... We still and always want waking.
— Annie Dillard (Queen of Words)

Book Notes

Collected notes & quotes from some of my favorite books.


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Recommended Reading




Mind Matters Newsletter

A dispatch of thinking, writing, & reading at the nexus of consciousness & culture. 

If you dig the website’s vibe, you might enjoy the newsletter. I share my latest essays, findings from the mixed-bag of fields I wander through - meditation, philosophy, economics, neuroscience, literature - and book notes from what I’m reading.

My subliminal, ever-present question is this: In the face of certain death, a universe of size unknown, and the innumerable possible organizations of conscious experience, how might we live?

If you’re interested, let’s connect.

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